Through So Much Lyrics

I have been through so much shit

In the last sixteen years of my life

Been so scared after living

Sixteen years I always carry a knife

Made it further than I ever thought

Haven't reached the afterlife

However I'm speaking as of now

Not sure how much longer I'll strive

To live my life to the fullest

Ion know how long Imma last

Everytime I try to think great

I always am reminded of the past

Don't try to run up on me

Get close, Imma blast, yeah

Come and try me, yeah

I'll have you seeing black

Knock you down to the pavement

With a hollow tip to the leg

Look at me now, I'm rapping

And getting in my bag, yeah

Looking forward to the rest of my life

Don't wanna work a job for the rest of my life

Trying my best to make it but

The industry all sounds the same

Sick of the industry sounding the same

Couldn't tell you that rappers name

He sounds like one or five

It's actually getting insane

Tired of listening to music

That sounds exactly the same

That's why I'm here

To change the music with my name

Wanna be signed

And have a house by a lake

Wanna be signed

And be ahead of the game

Wanna be signed

And have a house by a lake

Wanna be signed

And be ahead of the game

So many people have been doubting me

Ever since day one of this

I'm about to make it

And spend millions on my cribs

Success is the greatest revenge

I'm gonna be countin bits

Sorry to my ex

But I am not gonna let you hit

Slide in the Bentley

You slide in the Impala

Hit him with hollow tips

Shotta Flow he holla

Just like NLE

Imma write a letter to a daughter

Not just anyone's daughter

That's your sister hahah

I'm only toxic if ion like you

Do you not get the picture?

Money as big as Mona Lisa

Now that's a big picture

Made an offer so fast

Now that's a great pitcher

Left my old bitch

Truth is ion miss her

Started this rapping

And I'm getting a lil richer

Bought my Mom a crib

In this city she richer

Making money, stack it up

Just like the crate challenge

Staying on top of the game

Is the greatest challenge

Wanna be signed

And have a house by a lake

Wanna be signed

And be ahead of the game

Wanna be signed

And have a house by a lake

Wanna be signed

And be ahead of the game

I have been through so much shit

In the last sixteen years of my life

Been so scared after living

Sixteen years I always carry a knife

Made it further than I ever thought

Haven't reached the afterlife

However I'm speaking as of now

Not sure how much longer I'll strive

To live my life to the fullest

Ion know how long Imma last

Everytime I try to think great

I always am reminded of the past

Don't try to run up on me

Get close, Imma blast, yeah

Come and try me, yeah

I'll have you seeing black