Suicide Letter Lyrics

Heal my soul, let me go

I am cold, I'm so cold

I'm letting go, of everything I know

I'm losing hope, walking on this tight rope

I've been feeling pain, all by myself

I'm losing this game, I need some help

I carry the scars, I'm looking for the stars

And I can't play the cards that I was dealt

Im by myself, mama, I need some help, mama

I'm full of drama, mama, I can't escape the karma

I rip my heart from my chest and I serve it on a platter

Take my last breath, ahhhhhhhhh

This my suicide letter, mama, Please don't cry, mama

It's do or die, mama, Dry your tears, mama

I'm sorry for the pain and the fears all these years, mama

I'm singing for your pain, standing in the rain

I remember everything, It was driving me insane

I'm losing all hope, my life is a joke

Im walking down a tight rope

I don't belong here, mamma

Tears falling down my eyes

Im sorry for the T....

I'll always hold you dear mamma

Know that ill always be near mamma

This my suicide note, mamma, this my suicide note

Yeah my life is a joke, I'm losing all hope

And my soul is broke I don't know how to cope

It's up in smoke

Let it go, let it flow

Heal my soul, cause I'm cold, I'm so damn cold

Pain hits me, let me go

Will I avenge this flow, ask first

Seems like all I really know is push them away

I beg for them to stay, I plead and I pray

But I know they won't, I know that they can't

I know I'm not that man, that's when they take they hand

Cause once I love you, I fuck and smother you

Then I take the breath from right from under you

Forgive me cause I just don't know how to love

I just thought that I knew how to love

And now I'm about to make my worst confession

When I was a child, I was wasted And ain't nobody know

So I started taking drugs, And chilling with thugs

Because they showed me love

When I'm on this mic, I just let it all go

You can't never say I ain't show you my soul

It's the end of the road This is my suicide letter, mama

This my suicide letter, mama, Please don't cry, mama

It's do or die, mama, Dry your tears, mama

I'm sorry for the pain and the fears all these years, mama

I'm singing for your pain, standing in the rain

I remember everything, It was driving me insane

I'm losing all hope, my life is a joke

Im walking down a tight rope

I don't belong here, mamma

Tears falling down my eyes

Im sorry for the T....

I'll always hold you dear mamma

Know that ill always be near mamma

This my suicide note, mamma, this my suicide note

Yeah my life is a joke, I'm losing all hope

And my soul is broke I don't know how to cope

It's up in smoke

Let it go, let it flow

Heal my soul, cause I'm cold, I'm so damn cold

I release the secrets from the deepest chambers in my soul, man

Only three people in the world know what I just told y'all

But I'm trying to stand tall And be a beacon of hope

One person or someone girl or someone male, That's going through the same shit

I let them know that they're not alone You're not alone

I promise you're not alone, I'm hurting just like you

Every day I wake up and have to face myself in the mirror

And I don't like what I see, You wouldn't wanna be me

So much pain runs deep into my veins As my abandoned adolescence is a child

Somebody gotta help me