Letter to Sierra Lyrics

Yeah, left me on my own, left me on my own, I'm desperate on my own

Yeah

Cold and dry, sleepless nights that I cry

At times I wonder why I

I'm by myself, I'm left on my own again

How can I lose when I got so much left to give

Yeah

No reason to lie, no reason to cry

On the inside, I wanted to die

I ain't want to be alive

Yeah

I do what I can

You know that I try, but I'm not your average type of guy

It was hard for me to smile

Guess it's been a while

Guess you know how that goes

Heart was froze, he was chosen

He's all alone and yet, I remember when you told me that you loved me

It's like the end of time now, cause you don't fuck with me

I remember when they doubted me

You was the only one that was proud of me

And I did it without a team

You stood right beside of me

But now I can see that you're happy without me

You got your smile back

It's been a while since you had that

Give it back

Cause I can't breath without you

It's like a cardiac attack and I can not relax

Aye, thirty-three with some insecurities

I need for you to nurture me

Cause bitches done deserted me

And I know you promised that

You would never hurted me

But its an emergency

I really need some surgery

Cause I'm covered in scars

And you tried to murder me

But the Lord keep on blessing me

Everybody stressing me

Ain't nobody checking me

You know I got the recipe

The remedy know I stay true to my identity

And I hate to be that dude if he thinks about offending me

Cause you know, I try I try

You know that I try

You taught me that it was ok to cry

You told me to put my pride to the side

You told me to let it all out

You told me to let that shit go

You said you'd heal my pain and they can't hurt me no more

You told me to forgive em for what he did shit it is what it is

This is your life and you only got one to live

And just know, I grow stronger everyday that I flow

I started spilling my pain and let the world see my soul

And you got to have balls to sit here in front of the whole world

And spill your mic on this floor

And let your demons go let them loose

Maybe somebody will hear this and it will help them along

And maybe it will even give them the strength to carry on

So I do this for you, I do this for you

I do this for me, and we got to carry on

We all got to hold on, yeah we all got to hold on

And I know, I know sometimes you feel like you want to give up

But you got to search within you and find what's important to you

And realize that you're worth more

So many times I wanted to die, I even tried to take my life

But I'm here today, still standing

Full of pain, full of scars trying to help you

And I never change, even if I said that I would

And shit I probably wouldn't if I could

But you know its all good

And let's get it understood

The hardest part is that I put that pain on you

I'll never forgive myself and I was needing some help

And I carry that welt

And I just want you to know

That I ain't going to reach out no more

It's time for me to let you go

Cause I get it, you done moved on

But I had to make this song

And I hope that you can forgive me for all the shit I did to you

And know that I forgive you, for all the shit you did to me

And just know that we living