Past Tense ft. The Mr. Johnson Lyrics

Yeah, I been going through it like every single day

If it's him that did you dirty then why you take it on me

That don't make no sense, I wish that fate did win

I missed my only opportunity from way back when

I miss the old you, how you going to text me out the blue and say I owe you

Ride around the city over-analyzing cold truths

Bright light glistens upon the nightlife image

Reflects my highlife living on top of star light prisms, yeah

I don't know what we became, all I know is what I am and all I brought was world's of pain

I'm the bad guy's villain, so I would leave while you can

And if it's my life has no worth then why am I working for the man

It don't make no sense

I'm working 60 hour weeks, just to pay my rent

If this is life in the light then I don't want that shit

And all I need is a hit, and if it's me then it's me, then why'd you hide it, like a kid

Just be straight with me, don't play with me, you don't know what that did to me

I'm hostile all the time, and now I sit alone in vacancy

My troubled mind's in danger like a child to a stranger

If you better off without me why you acting like care for me

It's not true, it's not true

What's the point of living if we dying, yeah I may as well to

When the world goes dark what are we left with

Oh no girl don't start you been tripping play your part

There's a moral to this story, listen up I know it's hard

When I'm going out mindlessly drinking myself to slumber

Don't know how much I was under, didn't keep track of the number

No I didn't no I didn't, that's the way that it goes

An open bottle, crown and coke, I grew up on that shit let's toast

On a brand new beginning

On top of winnings on winnings

To change the world you got to be the difference that we were missing

But I done told you

Saving you was old news

All you ever did was bring me down so why the fuck should I a chose you

No, no off we go, yeah the world don't give a shit about us no more

But that's okay that's okay, you can't stop anyway

They been doubting me so long that I'm so used to being wrong

It's like second nature complicating any route that I be taking

Any situation lately got me feeling isolated

That's all on me I blame myself I do, I do

When the world goes dark

Can someone hit the lights, cause I don't like it being bright

I'm the darkness through the night that's slowly creeping on your right

I'm the devil's advocate a reject kid ill admit

Talking shit to get you riled up, so I can get you lit

Like a christmas tree, December time is eating me

Holidays are never what the seem no matter what I try to always be

I'm better, better for worse

I came to put in this work

To get that cheddar, yessir

I'm drawing pictures with words

Man fuck the world and it's hateful attitude

I'm here to be the savior saving you so what it do

You know I gave my all against the enemy

My altered voids of travesty, been haunting me

Like gotham city, batman will you help me please

I don't know who I'm anymore

I just want to give up, it's hard

Yeah, I been going through it like every single day

If it's him that did you dirty then why you take it on me

That don't make no sense, I wish that fate did win

I missed my only opportunity from way back when

I miss the old you

How you going to text me out the blue and say I owe you

I miss the old you