Over This Lyrics

I said I'm over this over this, all you do is take

Ever since we were kids, you been pushing me away, yeah

Since day one, I been dodging bullets

I been moving mountains full of doubters that are cowards

Spend most of my time regrouping, and I don't mind

Yeah, the mind is a powerful thing without rewind

Gotta know where you going, got to know how to blow it

Press the god damn button like I'm soo yung and a poet

Now I'm frozen, was I chosen for the right reason

Tis the season to be jolly, why you always leaving

I don't get it shorty you were always there

Like the stars up in the night, now you don't even care

I guess you kicked me to the curb

No I don't know what you heard and I still don't give a fuck about your sister, she's absurd

Yeah, she's young and dumb and doesn't got no where else to run

That's what happens when you stupid and you fade to none

See I'm bigger than something that you ain't living

Living it up for Aaron and sharing his deeper feelings

Why'd they have to kill him, why'd you have to take him

We were just in Vegas getting twisted to the patient

I'm over this over this all you do is take

Ever since we were kids you were lighting up my day

Now you gone, gone all alone

Is it scary on your own and I'm sorry I didn't call

And I'm sorry I didn't call back big bro

I should have checked up on you more

I know that's on me, I regret it even more

God damn, was this god's plan

Is it even fair for his family and his friends

I don't think so

Leave behind a legacy

A distant faded memory, an afterthought what could be

If only that it should be

I'm not blaming names, sick of playing blame games

I'll take the blame, when we all turn out the same

Filled with emptiness, everything that you thought had mattered

It turned to be make-believe, I'm sliding down the ladder

I don't know if I'm out here living

Or waiting for something bad to happen, I can't take it

No, I hear the thoughts inside my head, am I okay

Praying for anyone or anything to save my day

Hey, I'm out here walking the slightest and tightest ropes

Balancing out my insecurities they take a toll

Oh no

Didn't know the boy could blow

They didn't think that Troy boy was coming wordy with the flow

Ice cold, Todoroki flow

Spitting hot fire like I'm Dabi with the most

He the motherfucking goat with his blue flame

Crazy out his membrane, a family's not a family when they leave you out with no name

What

A family's not a family when they leave you out with no name

I said I'm over this over this, all you do is take

Ever since we were kids, you been pushing me away, yeah

Since day one, I been dodging bullets

I been moving mountains full of doubters that are cowards

Spend most of my time regrouping, and I don't mind

Yeah, the mind is a powerful thing without rewind

Gotta know where you going, got to know how to blow it

Press the god damn button like I'm soo yung and a poet

Now I'm frozen, was I chosen for the right reason

Tis the season to be jolly, why you always leaving

I don't get it shorty you were always there

Like the stars up in the night, now you don't even care

I guess you kicked me to the curb

No I don't know what you heard and I still don't give a fuck about your sister, she's absurd

Yeah, she's young and dumb and doesn't got no where else to run

That's what happens when you stupid and you fade to none