Ichor Lyrics

Stick in the mud

Eyes full of blood

Mind not reading the room

Show me no love

Show me myself

Singing that same old tune

My wings are broken once again

I cannot breathe, I count to ten

I choke on my words, spit it out

Before the gold starts leaking out

My heart is broken once again

I close my eyes and count to ten

Nervously I tap my toes

Hope I don't get a bloody nose

My wings are broken once again

I cannot breathe, I count to ten

I choke on my words, spit it out

Before the gold starts leaking out

Roll the boulder up the hill

My brain is gonna fucking rot

My heart is pounding overtime

I sing to you, forget me nots

I know that you'll never come home

So maybe i'll move on

Go out on my own

I pray that there is something worth dying for

But i don't know if i'll ever stand at that door

The exit sign is glowing

And i can not resist

I'm sick of moving forward

In this life you do not live

I hate to see you crying

Yet you've watched me from above

Tearing up at every single little

Thought about your love

Oh wow here he goes again

Playing these chords and biting his pen

Wanting to show an ounce of respect

For the loss of his family and loss of his friends

Try to tell a story but the words are all wrong

Try to spread a message but instead write a song

Try to be the one person who can stay strong

Then have a moment of weakness and think you did it all wrong

I feel like a failure for not being a rock

In a time where I needed to be gentle and soft

Because my heart was tearing apart at the seams

Guess i'm thanking my pain for making my dreams

Could I even write music if I never was hurt?

Would I even still be here on top of the dirt?

I miss all the ones I can't see anymore

I feel toxic for using their loss to write more

So it's time to shut up and pack all my bags

Get these idealizations outside of my head

Go take in some air and get out of bed

Start choosing to live for the ones that are dead

My wings are broken once again

I have no wings, i'll run instead

I'm hanging on by a thread

But I'll take these punches till i'm dead

I close my eyes and count to ten

I relive every single step

I close my eyes and start again

I choose to take another breathe…