Somewhere Here... Lyrics

Uh, this is the way it is

Since I was a kid, I was shook of my father

His views of a son had me feeling like a daughter (uh huh)

Fist of love, broke skin on my braces

I run to different places, even unfamiliar faces (come on!)

Searching for some love cause home I didn't get it (nuh uh)

Blinded by my lies my eyes just didn't get it (nuh uh)

And now I'm 35 no happiness is within' me (uh huh)

California raised searching for a new beginning, uh

Left my kids cause I wasn't livin' the life that I'm livin'

Had to make a way, stop being prey, but a predator (Grrrr!)

Everything in this book is without an editor

I seek the Lord, but he don't listen

At least I think he don't

Asking for his help, but my mind says he won't

My past holds me like a newborn

Like a caterpillar, my life has taken a new form (form!)

I'm starting to hear a heartbeat

What was once cold

What was once cold is not

These grudges I hold is the devils plot

I wanna be free like Amistad (uh huh)

Sometimes I write, but my arm will stop

I'm afraid to write it (I'm afraid), afraid to let go and be vulnerable (vulnerable)

Afraid to see what wasn't true (uh huh)

Afraid to see in the mirror, what really wasn't you (okay)

Afraid to see the things I did, wasn't coo' (it wasn't)

I hope you still love me, if you do

If you know me, then you knew (then you knew)

That this whole time just a lil' kid, who hasn't grew (I didn't)

All the opportunities, that I blew (I did)

Was just another tunnel, to get me through (it got me through)

Sometimes right then it isn't clarified (naw)

Through it all, God was magnetize

Right here, all along, making sure I'm strong (I love you, God!)

Wanna be on top, on a building like King Kong (I love you, God!)

Release stress through these songs

And travel with my kids without carry ons

It's scary, holmes (I love you, God!)

Yea

They say I used to be and I'm lost in my time

I'm starting to lose it, a lot of people is crossing my line (Grrrr!)

Mentally gone, but I'm here pushing a line (uh huh)

I'm not stoppin' 'till I'm suited and resting in pine (uh huh)

I'm somewhere on the Westside (Westside!)

Screaming let's ride, no more for me (uh)

You lame niggas boring me (boring me)

Yea, I'm Somewhere Here (I'm here)

I'm Somewhere Here

I'm Somewhere Here (I'm here)

Yea, I'm Somewhere Here (I'm here)

I'm Somewhere Here

I said, I'm Somewhere Here (I'm here, nigga!)

Lord, help me

I'm Somewhere Here (I'm here)

I'm Somewhere Here

I'm Somewhere Here

I'm Somewhere

I'm Somewhere Here