Beat That Made Me Cry ft. Cashmere Thoughts Lyrics

I'm not finding the words, communication is blurred

My anger's absurd or misdirected

Leaving feelings of rejection neglected

Long way from the love we were blessed with

Miles off from the fucks that we left with

Still the pain runs deep

Is it a message

I really hate that I

Make you think that I

Find no value in your place in my

Life when that's the opposite the truth, see I

Found more value in you, than I found in myself

So I depended on you, to bring it out of myself

So every minor transgression cut me deep to the core

And baby look, I ain't tryna hurt your feelings no more

I'm tryna say this shit clearly, look, I hope you hear me

Fuck, fuck, I hope you hear me, fuck, fuck

Writing this shit with tears in my eyes cause I

Know what I say in my anger be wild at times

Just know I'd spend my whole life tryna 'pologize

So you can know it's all love while I'm alive

Emergency abortion showed up with hate in my eyes

Broke up with you on your birthday, baby surprise

Still got the nerve to think that I'm one hell of a guy

Still got the nerve to think that I'm one hell of a guy

And this shit ain't over just like our love

Eternal twin flames burning all the toxic out

Tryna change our DNA learning to talk it out

Rather smoke and stay with you no more walking out

Take a ride and let the vibes from Sade play

With my hands on your thighs while you roll our J

If it get a little heated, we just hit cafe

And speak calmly over vino and some crème brûlée

Besides, ain't much more to it

If we say it's real love, we must go through it

At the end of the day, we prepared for the night

And on the other side of darkness it's a hell of a light

So baby, take my hands and follow my steps

Baby, I don't dance but this two step

Got me feeling so blessed, I must confess

I can't wait to get home and leave our sheets a mess