Help Lyrics

Sittin' here contemplatin'

Do or die conversations

Even if I was suicidal I'd still procrastinate it

When I tell a story sometimes I kind of exaggerate it

Hate to be the bearer of bad news but someone had to say it

I've been feelin' not enough

Feelin' out of touch

Gave her all my love

Now I'm out of trust

Wasted too much time

Now I'm tryin' to rush

Mind is full of bugs

Heart is full of lust

Thoughts of doin' drugs

Thoughts of gettin' buzzed

Tryin' to numb the pain

If I showed you who I was you wouldn't feel the same

Probably be ashamed

For the longest time I've always felt I needed fame

Always lookin' for validation who I became

Maybe I'd feel loved if everybody knew my name

Now I play by a different set of rules cuz it's all a game

Being honest with myself is feelin' kind of strange

Tell them I write these songs for them like their feelings would change

When it doesn't work I recycle it to someone else

She ignores me and my first thought is that there's someone else

I always feel so reluctant to ask for someone's help

Someone help