NOT THE SAME. Lyrics

This shit getting out of hand, let me give you all I can

I been in a swirl, I been fucked up in a head

I don't even know but I do all I can

Never gave a fuck, here we go again

I been stuck in my head, don't know what to say, uh

I been up in my feels, stay up out the way, uh

I been on the way, you know I been on the way up

Don't know what to say, you don't have to say much

Lately I been feeling sad, told the demons bite the dust

You don't wanna make me mad, I don't wanna make you run

I ain't been the same since I turned like 21

I know that they mad, they all used to make fun

This another life, it's a different one I live now

Let me take control, I know I got more to give out

I been on the road, it feels like I wanna give out

Going toe to toe with my demons, I'm in a hole

Feel like I need you to dig me out all these feelings that I scream and shout

My anxiety always here to bring me down

Girl I need you here right now

I need distance from the things I doubt broken memories, that's why I been in a cloud

I don't think I'll be the same ever since you came around We been on the way down

I need you right here but you're still standing miles away

I want shit to be this way

I still need to find a way

This shit getting out of hand, let me give you all I can

I been in a swirl, I been fucked up in a hat

I don't even know but I do all I can

Never give a fuck, here we go again

I been stuck in my head, don't know what to say, uh

I been up in my feels, stay up out the way, uh

I been on the way, you know I been on the way up

Don't know what to say, you don't have to say much

I been stuck in my head, don't know what to say, uh

I been up in my feels, stay up out the way, uh

Never really gave a fuck, I been running out of trust

I just want a little love, need a break from all the lust

I won't be the same but I still wanna be sane

Been so fucked up deep inside of my brain

I got some things that I contemplate

There's a lot that I won't say

I don't want it to be this way

But I can't slow down and ease my pain

I just get fucked up to ease the pain

I need light to see the way

I turn around and run away

Now you know that I'm on the way

The love I need, please don't give away

I'll be okay but it's not the same

This shit getting out of hand, let me give you all I can

I been in a swirl, I been fucked up in a head

I don't even know but I do all I can

Never gave a fuck, here we go again

I been stuck in my head, don't know what to say, uh

I been up in my feels, stay up out the way, uh

I been on the way, you know I been on the way up

Don't know what to say, you don't have to say much