Up2Me! Lyrics

I guess, anything I want is up to me

Up to me, yeah

I've been tryna make the right choice Not a fan of all this noise, I just need the ones that I love

I just need to find me the way

I've been tryna make the right choice it ain't up to God it's up to me

Wanna make things right it's up to me or I suffer in my grief

I've been tryna make the right choice it ain't up to God it's up to me

Wanna make things right it's up to me or I suffer in my grief

I don't know if this love is everything you want It's hard to know if I'm enough

Everything I do there's just a little more that I want

Let me hold on to this feeling

You got my heart through the ceiling

Guess my love scars I aren't healing

I guess I'm gonna be this way for good

I'm gone for good, I told you that I would

But I ain't coming back, No time to look back at my past, Cause I'm in my bag

With life in the fast lane

I don't wanna go that way

I don't feel ok, what's on the way

Inside my head is an earthquake

I've been tryna make the right choice

It ain't up to God it's up to me

Wanna make things right it's up to me

Or I suffer in my grief

I've been tryna make the right choice

It ain't up to God it's up to me

Wanna make things right it's up to me

Or I suffer in my grief

Even though I know I won't be the same

Roll up get high to find the way

To hide the pain, might go insane

Maybe I said chill the fuck out no way

Let me understand the way you feel, Cause you won't tell me anything

But I know it's true that you don't love me anyway, So fuck it all you can't love me

You can't love the way I do

You can't do the things I do

You did the worst my entire heart is broke in two

All the things you put me through

And now I'm through

My heart is black and blue from you

Yeah, I knew that you would end up fucking me up, My heart's in two

I've been tryna make the right choice

It ain't up to God it's up to me

Wanna make things right it's up to me

Or I suffer in my grief

I've been tryna make the right choice

It ain't up to God it's up to me

Wanna make things right it's up to me