STILL ALIVE. Lyrics

Lately I've been feeling like, I ain't feeling right

I just keep on getting high, it's a better time

You keep on saying you wanted me dead, but I'm still alive

Let me catch a vibe, I can't change what's on your mind

You said that you want me back, it's a different time

I've been living life a lot of shit that I just can't decide

Used to want your love, then you put me to the side

Put me to the side, it's a lonely night

All these drugs got me feeling so low

Feels like they've been taking control

Need to find, need to find my soul

I need a way, I need a way to feel right

You don't wanna be someone stuck in the middle

This shit got me feeling so little

I feel like I finally, solving the riddle

It wasn't that simple

Yeah, there ain't a thing I'm regretting

I'm chasing a bag, this money a fetish

I ran up my money, I know that you jealous

I've been trying to explain, but you don't even get it

So fuck what you're saying, you know that I meant it

You used to call me a dead bitch, then I got dead rich

Everyone talk, but I don't wanna listen

I got a ball, I'm never missing

Stay out the way, fuck out my business

Everybody be saying they wanna go do it, but I really did it

I don't know, tell me if you're feeling lonely

Late night at the party, I've been feeling so deep

Let me know if you wanna hold me

I don't wanna be lonely

Lately I've been feeling like I ain't feeling right

I just keep on getting high, it's a better time

You keep on saying you wanted me dead, but I'm still alive

Let me catch a vibe, I can't change what's on your mind

Lately I've been feeling like I ain't feeling right

I just keep on getting high, it's a better time

You keep on saying you wanted me dead, but I'm still alive

Let me catch a vibe, I can't change what's on your mind

I just popped an addy I, it feels like I'ma lose control

This happens every time, everyone tell me take it slow

Putting my feeling all in these songs

I don't feel like I belong

Run away, I'ma fall I don't wanna take no adderall

When I'm feeling low, I don't think nobody knows

I've been feeling low, losing all my damn control

Don't know what I need, I've been sipping on Hennessy

Dealing with all this broken love, maybe I should let it be

I don't need you to stay around, friendship made you an enemy

Every time you come around, now you just feel so dead to me

Still alive, shaking the pain, I've been making a rain

Tryna stay out the way, every time it's a bottle I face

I'm living life, it's a race

I don't know, tell me if you're feeling lonely

Late night at the party, I've been feeling so deep

Let me know if you wanna hold me

I don't wanna be lonely

Lately I've been feeling like, I ain't feeling right

I just keep on getting high, it's a better time

You keep on saying you wanted me dead, but I'm still alive

Let me catch a vibe, I can't change what's on your mind