Not Guilty Lyrics

Early October, I knew that the world was ending

Watching the grey sky undulating

Tried to find the words to say the wind hit me

In a way I didn't understand

I thought I wanted solitude again

I thought there was artistic merit in

Seeing how far I could take it

You can't get away from

The looming world that you inherit

The forests and the holy spirit

Did you forget

Someone else lived

In this house before you were even born

Did you forget

Everything that you are feeling has been felt

By a person that you have never known

You couldn't be alone

Even if you wanted to

And I know your patience is growing thin

You move your hand off my back again

You say you don't like to feel the bones

And I feel some sick sense of pride

I was a bonfire the world couldn't stand

And now the colder months are closing in

I wish I wasn't infatuated with

My own morbid self destruction

And I want to make you feel bad

For everything that you did to me

But you're not guilty and you'd never tell me anyway

That's what they always say, isn't it

If there was anything I could have done, I would have done it

I would have done it

I would have done it

I would have done it