This Honest Lyrics

Don't know why I had to leave again

I was wondering what it was that drew me in

Here we are again in the light

Spotting you is so much easier

This has been so familiar

But in a real nice way

Something really comfortable that I

Been striving to been wanting this

All my life

Something I inspire

Cause I know that you keep on pushing

On and on and on

And it gets harder for you

Harder for you

Keep on going to this

But I don't know what it is

That keeps you

So drawn to me

Even if I tried to do a little

Few things

I couldn't even get to this

Even if I had a little more rhythm

I would try to be a better man

If you leave

If I go

If you stay

Would I know

Would it make a difference to our lives

For our life

Do we give a lot of time for this

Do we dedicate the rest our lives for this

Even if it seems stupid

I know

It seems to be a question

That I ask

If you got a little more with you

If you got the class with you

I've been trying to grasp this concept

I've been tryna get to you

I'm tryna be this honest

If I didn't notice

Even if I know this

If I tried to be a little more honest

Tried not to lie to you

Like the last time it didn't end so well

When we broke it up got real hard

Didn't see you for a while

Bumped into you into the other store

We said hello

Explained all our pleasantries

Nothing seemed so skeptical

Hung out with you for the rest of the day

Hung out with you for the rest of the day

Seems so pleasant

I had seen your face I'd fallen for

Did you see the same

Did you see the same

If I tried to do a little more

Maybe I'd be pushing it

Then you showed me your boyfriend

Then a little bit of me

Died inside

I cried a little

But it knew it was better

Because I know you'd be

Happier with him

And not with me

Seems like a real nice guy

Not like the kind

The toxic kind

I mean he was an honest

Very self serving very well

Listened very well dressed

Prolly the best

That you ain't with me anymore

I got issues

I know that it's true

I don't want

Sympathy spare me your tissues

Cause I got issues

So deep down inside

Goes past all past my soul

And tissue I built up

After we fling

After you left

Don't wanna sound selfish

It was mostly me who felt this way

Stagnant

Saw it wasn't going anywhere

Maybe I needed to make a push

Instead of waiting for you

To do the same for me

But I just know everything

Is always better now

Are you doing a lot better now

Would you wonder the same about me

Or am I just the one who's

Over obsessed and I feel

A little obsessive

A little aggressive

A little more stressed

A little more tense

A little more hyper focused now

I seem so fixated on the past now

Seems like you got your past now

Now you're built for

The future to last now

I couldn't really get the way

To build my own structure

Yes it's frustrating

I seem to make up my shit

Lying right now when

I said I'd be honest with you

Oh well guess

That's how it is when you

Don't grow from the seed

Buried in your roots