Guidance Lyrics

I can't even lie yo I'm a little lost

Looking for some guidance i been praying to a cross

I just want to make it i just want to be the boss

Swear that i will do it i don't care about the cost

Heart is getting colder like it's covered up in frost

I just got to win i can't take another loss

I been pushing back and they thinking that I'm soft

They don't even know about the money that i washed

I can't lie yeah i can't think straight

I can't write girl not in this state

Always on her periods I'm not talkin menstruate

Mind just keeps on lagging and I'm waiting on the update

Only doin me yeah I'm focusing on my plate

Baby i been vibing and i know that this is my fate

In love with the music this is something i cannot hate

Baby I'm an artist and i promise there's no mistake

I don't know why but I'm provoking violence

Praying to my father because i could use some guidance

Staring at these pills like maybe i should try this

Maybe i will overdose before i hear the sirens

Baby it's too quiet i just hate the silence

Girl I've been drinking driving with no license

The devil really wants me she's over our alliance

Said that we have chemistry and I'm not talking science

Praying to an angel if I'm being truthful

Only when I'm sining is when I'm feeling useful

Using all my tactics i know that they brutal

Got a lot of problems girl i know it's a spoonful

Jack of all trades that's a master of none

But that's always better than a master of one

I can hit the dash baby i can do the run

I can get to singing yeah even when I'm drunk

I was riding waves but the ship has finally sunk

I will keep on singing till i feel that I've won

I just want the dough I'm not talking about some buns

If i plan to end it then you will see me with the gun

I can't lie I'm overwhelmed

Are you mad because i can't tell

I'm so sorry I'm not well

I'm still trying to break this shell

Hearts so broken my mind might swell

I'm still up it's an hour past twelve

Let's keep it private let's keep the stealth

In the shadows we can dwell

I don't know why but I'm provoking violence

Praying to my father because i could use some guidance

Staring at these pills like maybe i should try this

Maybe i will overdose before i hear the sirens

Baby it's too quiet i just hate the silence

Girl I've been drinking driving with no license

The devil really wants me she's over our alliance

Said that we have chemistry and I'm not talkin science

Praying to an angel if I'm being truthful

Only when I'm sining is when I'm feeling useful

Using all my tactics i know that they brutal

Got a lot of problems girl i know it's a spoonful