My Partner Lyrics

Three AM and I was up and you know I was drunk last night

And I got demons in my mind that always try to fucking fight

And lately I've been lost and I know that I've been hard to find

And I don't see why you come in, just to go and leave my life

I've been trying to make it right, yeah, I've been walking lonely roads

Where am I supposed to go? I guess I'll rock on with this flow

I just keep on blowing smoke and I just lay here all alone

I don't wanna go back home, I'll just stay out in the cold

I just keep on missing you, till the bottom of this bottle

I don't wanna wake up yeah, I don't wanna see tomorrow

Gave you all my love, now my heart is feeling oh so hollow

I just keep on rocking smiles, even though I'm filled with sorrow

I'm trying to get out of my head, but I cannot be bothered

Demons try to drown me out and I can't lie, it's getting harder

I think that I'm in hell and it's getting oh so fucking hotter

You were the one I was supposed to call my partner

Oh my god, my head is spinning, and all these lights are dimming

Drinking in the morning and you know that I just get to singing

When I finally fell asleep, I had a dream that I was winning

Like I told you, bitch, yeah I'm a blow right through the ceiling

I've been saying fuck my feelings, I don't even want them back

And when you left, I swear to god, I almost had a heart attack

That's when everything went wack, yeah, everything went off the track

And girl I am so out of love, is that really what I lack?

And I don't really wanna face my dark sides

All these bad thoughts trying to hit my blind sides

I don't even know if I can hide, I just want you to be mine

I know that you can't be the one that I fall back to

And girl, I really wish that I was fucking bulletproof

Then I could face everything that you put me through

I've been lying in the dark like, what the fuck do I do

I've been trying to get out of my head but I cannot be bothered

Demons try to drown me out and I can't lie, it's getting harder

I think that I'm in hell and it's getting oh so fucking hotter

You were the one I was supposed to call my partner

I can't lie that I'm caught up in my misery

I got a feeling that you were just using me

You left me lost and I hope that is what you see

I'm going under and I can't even fucking breathe