I Just Want It To Stop Lyrics

I want to love you

I want to kill you

I want to embrace you

I want to erase you

I want to stay with you

I want to lay with you

I want to pray with you

I want to decay with you

Without you

I'm looking for a reason

To justify my existence

I'm selfish

Because

I can't find a reason

There's nothing holding me here

I'm

I'm floating away

While simultaneously

Feeling the weight of it all

Feeling it everyday

I don't know what else I can do

A clue would be nice

A pretty word or a gesture

To caress me so concise

I don't know what else I can do

A clue would be nice

A pretty word or a gesture

To caress me so concise

Without you

I'm looking for a reason

To justify my existence

I'm selfish

Because

I can't find a reason

I want to tear your face off

I want to press it against mine

There's something I'm missing

Or didn't see

How'd it get so maligned

And all this time

We've been intertwined

With what I thought was so defined

And now I'm confined to this

Grind in my mind

With thoughts I just

Can't leave behind

Flashes of indiscretions

I see them clear as day

Wondering if it was the same

With me

On a constant replay

If this taste of love was so similar

When did you have a change of heart

When did my love

Become something

So easy to discard

Without you

I'm looking for a reason

To justify my existence

I'm selfish

Because

I can't find a reason

I just want it to stop

I just want it to stop

I just want it to stop

I just want it to stop

I just want it to stop

I just want it to stop

I just want it to stop

I just want it to stop

I just want it to stop

I just want it to stop

I just want it to stop

I just want it to stop

I just want it to stop

I just want it to stop