stuck in a bad place Lyrics

I've been stuck in a bad place for quite some time now

Not the kind of place where you cry sometimes

And you take deep breaths

The kind of place where your eyes have a permanent layer of fog covering them

The kind of place where your friends worry, and you worry too

So I tell myself it's all in my head

Well, of course it's all in my head, that's the problem

I can't solve it by moving

Or cutting my hair

Or tracing my skin

Or flattening my heart out with a rolling pin

Or destroying myself with art, painting blood red

It's all in my head

It's all in my head

It's all in my head

It's this bad place

The kind of place where you look at your reflection

And then you buy a new reflection

Because you can't recognize the other one

The kind of place where home isn't a word

Where home is a concept that you don't understand

Maybe if you wander until your feet blister you'll feel comfortable

It's a bad place

I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy

So truly, I wouldn't wish this on myself

It's a bad place