Early Mornings Lyrics

All's well that ends well I guess

Theres certain things better off left unsaid

Dont have a choice, you can blame the voice in my head

New perspectives that I learned, can't wait to addresss

It's hard to hear the truth , real fear to reflect

Heard alot of stories, that weren't fully correct

Hearts filled with judgment, and no honest respect

So sad to see the ones who force you stagnant

Seen the world at large, everything like a magnet

Now I'm headed for the throne, it worked out like magic

Once you see the light, you'll be amazed at what happens

Overly dramatic , saw my energy and panicked

I'm the main attraction, also the most attractive

Walk in anywhere, all the mothers call me handsome

Start to love yourself , everyone has a reaction

How you gonna have a girlfriend if you're rapping

Can't remember last time that I wore

sneakers

Rocking sandals everywhere , resemblance of Jesus

Fame is near, that's not the reason for the thesis

Killing off demons, instilled to be unequal

Almighty preacher

See, Grandpa was a Deacon

Blessings I receive em , dont care bout gettin even

Pressured into evil , found the devil, and I beat him

Just what I needed , thanks to my idol Jesus

One he requested, back then I was neglected

Said it all before, they're failing to get the blessings

Ain't heard my best shit, they tried to give me a sentence

Redirected , now I'm making sure you

regret it

You all know the motto , if I said it then I meant it

Ain't taking nothing back ,deep down in my backpack

Where things they hope to not hear are kept at

Notepad is high stacked, everything is down pact

My subconscious fears nobody even cares

I'm so self conscious, I'm aware that it's real

My brain moves constant, doesn't ever sit still

Amongst this nonsense, cant work on my skills

And when I share, it's usually a big deal

Confused on how I let the hard truth spill

Will not lose , I'll tell you everything I feel

Brand new dude , spend time starring in the mirror

Negative thoughts before they think about what caused this

Warning, this isn't about my parents divorcing

This is me expanding through learning, and observing

Speak to me in caution, before you get exhausted

So much knowledge, all been stored in my fortress

Hope my words torture, haunt ya, and make ya nauseous

Scared I developed, now each flow is flawless

Truth always surface, would've shared it all regardless

Treated me like garbage, kicked me out the apartment

Flew off into orbit, saw the light and it's gorgeous

Know what I'm promised , I don't even have to force it

Years of appetizers, close to my main courses

Thoughts are processed, got no need for other sources

Get me an endorsement, been running like horses

Nobody believed in me , thank God that the Lord did

Guess I fucked up, got me stuck on drugs

It just runs in my blood , I could not get enough

Had my Mom for a plug , yeah as weird as it was

I was tryna show her love , it was hard to adjust

Was dry for seven months , made me pick up the cup

If I kept going, probably woulda had me in cuffs

My family ain't too happy I'm admitting this stuff

Another non fiction writer past giving a fuck

Put no faith into man, it's in god that I trust

I like this

Early mornings, tryna focus on importance

Havnt been recording , right now I can't afford it

Fam been supporting , one day I'll pay a mortgage

Imma be alone probably way out in the forest

With a sense a calmness, drinking some pure water

People treat me different, say I got a disorder

Walk around sticking my tongue out , like I was Jordan

I'm the one normal , y'all are products of conforming