JUSTHOLDON ft. Infqlse Lyrics

Try to run away from the problem

I take a look at myself and notice all the damage done

Hide from the responsibilities

Found out you were the disease with your lack of relief

Can't figure out your problem

The life I ruined

There's not more to it

Am I a good friend?

When I took a further look and then I retraced

Shouldn't be how it happens

My mind in defense

Sick of the nonsense

I couldn't run it over and over again

I don't want to

I've been trying to get the help like I have planned

I don't want to

But shit keeps blocking the way just like back then

I don't want to

Now the trauma in my head plays over again

You talk so much and yet so little is said

I laid in your arms you said it could be my bed

Now my screen and my mic are the only things I have

I tried reaching my hand out but they only laughed

You say that you hate me and I'm better off dead

Tell me how

Tell me how

Tell me how it's me who's cursed

Tell me how I'm messed up for need your love at my worst

I'm not sure if I want to see tomorrow

I'm biting the dust with your name on it

And I know you don't care but just hear my last words 'cause-

All I wanted was to hear you say

Everything's alright it's just another day

Whatever happens I'll be here you'll be okay

I trusted you and now you want to stay away

Oh why?

Oh why?

You talk so much and yet so little is said

I laid in your arms you said it could be my bed

Now my screen and my mic are the only things I have

I tried reaching my hand out but they only laughed

You say that you hate me and I'm better off

Dead