make u proud Lyrics

All these changes in my life

No I don't wanna die

But it's so overwhelming for me

Yeah I made it out of spite

Now I'm dizzy from the height

So it feels like life's in a hurry

No I'm not tryna imply

That I don't like this new life

I just don't think that I am worthy

Said it's 'bout time to decide

Whether if I wanna hide

Or if I just want to be buried

I'm too scared right now

Losing all my friends and I don't know how

I need you right now

Need to step back but they won't allow

My mind's filled with doubt

Feeling like a fraud don't deserve this crown

So I blow these clouds

Hoping one day I can make you proud

(Hoping one day I can make you proud)

So what if I don't live up to everything you want, I won't fill your cup

And what?

I don't care if that's messed up

'Cause I'm done sitting down while my hands stay up, so what?

Every time I think about my past it's haunting me and killing me

I don't care who you are I won't take this secrecy, hypocrisy

Don't know what you see (me?)

Don't know how you read (me)

It's getting hard to breathe (please)

I just hope you see the new me

I'm too scared right now

Losing all my friends and I don't know how

I need you right now

Need to step back but they won't allow

My mind's filled with doubt

Feeling like a fraud don't deserve this crown

So I blow these clouds

Hoping one day I can make you proud

(Hoping one day I can make you proud)