before i'm dead Lyrics

I don't know how to reach out

With all the thorns restricting my hand

It's not as easy as they all make it out to be

So with these sounds I try to make them understand

The lights I hide behind to sing my symphony

The words I sew together all have meaning

In melodies I find solace and jealousy

I hope you catch on quick before I'm dead

I never wear my heart on my sleeve so I make a new sweater

Which I weave from the silk of a spider who sits upon my desk

He starts to unravel the threads that have always kept me together

I hope you catch on quick before I'm dead

Take it, Use it, Lie

Keep it away and hide

Bring it, Show it, Cry

It's not enough to try

Help me out, Help me out

I don't know what to do again

Cry it out, Cry it out

I don't know how to explain myself

And it's not, And it's not

How I usually deal with it

With the empty bottles of poison upon my shelf

The lights I hide behind to sing my symphony

The words I sew together all have meaning

In melodies I find solace and jealousy

I hope you catch on quick before I'm dead