Is It Fair? Lyrics

I really do like CJ

Duh you do

I'm just afraid of what will happen because part of me is still waiting for Margot to come back

What still?

She not coming back dude, she's gone

Look I know alright? I know

It's just

I mean I don't still have feelings for her, but I do in a way

It's like this thing that's inside of me and it's always just sorta sitting there waiting around

Sometimes I'll see something or I'll smell something and it just makes me think of her even when I don't want to

Is fair for me to go out with her if I still think of Margot sometimes?

Breaking up was a big defeat

And it's not always gonna go your way

Or even my way

Now we're fuckn other people

Saying that it's love

We'd push and shove till one of us fell

Lights all over the yard, cops don't know which of us is right

It's complicated two people picture perfect depending on how you paint it

Your leaving

Told you not too

What am I without you?

You bring the devil right out me

I ain't been me lately

"You're a fuckn bitch"

"Wait what the fuck did you just call me"

"Don't you see, this is all because of you"

We sleep it off then act like none of it happened

It's a never ending loop

We're too scared to snoop around

Cause we know what we'll find

Thoughts of you remain in my head

But maybe I'm better of dead

I can't lie you're my favorite ex

I walk around with demons

Yeah I walk around with them

These feelings in my brain have caused me to feel so much pain

Can't move on because I'm incomplete with you

Should've waited

I got issues you could tell

Give love to someone else

The places I roll through

Places I don't go too

Because I don't wanna remember you

I did everything for us

Now we're cussing and now and I'm seeing her

Private number calling me

And I know it's you

Man you'll do anything so I don't get over you

And is it fair what we're doing this shit to each other?

I'm driving through the city

Ain't no cop around

Empty road

So I put this shit in sport mode

Fifty, sixty, now I'm going eighty in a forty

Want the pain to stop, so I start drinking a forty

Now I'm going ninety eight, fuck why can't I break?

I blame you, when in reality I should really be blaming us

I really like CJ, she's amazing

But is it fair for me to go out with her if I still think of Margot?

Dude CJ's way cooler than Margot

But

But

I made mistakes and we're afraid to take the fall

But I'm making time for us and you cancel with a call

Tell me you love me and I was your only

Should've never have believed you

Fuck your so annoying

Why're you toying with my feelings

When I just wanted you as my only

Man you have me feeling so lonely

I can't stop calling you

Even though you don't answer I still want you to remember

That I'm sorry that I got a temper, and I know I shouldn't have taken it out on you

But I made mistakes and

Girl I want you to know that no matter what we do I'm always gonna be by you

Hey I saw you called, but I told you to leave me alone

Yes I do miss you, but we both know this is for the best

I love you, but please don't call again