Wasting Time Lyrics

Wasting

Wasting time waiting for you

I'm tired but don't know what to do

I love you and I hate you, don't know what to feel

Several years in the making and we're still faking

Saying we don't have feelings for one another, but when in reality we do man

But I want you outta my life, you're fucking with me unintentionally, but I'm doing the same

We're toxic but I think we love it

When you leave I start to have withdrawals

You's my drug

You's my addiction

I'm just ready for this conviction

But I don't want to admit that I'm

Wasting time waiting for you

I'm tired but don't know what to do

I love you and I hate you, don't know what to feel

Feels like every meal's gonna be my last

Life's gotten harder since you left

But when I hear your voice I wanna forget about what's going on

I wanna feel relaxed

I wanna make sure I never feel attacked again

I want chu in my bed, but I want chu dead

I'm tired of crying, but yet I don't wanna stop trying

I wanna kill you

I wanna feel you

Dream of slitting your throat

Wake up and I cry because I feel heartbroken

I wanna hurt you, but I can't

Never meant to start loving you, but now I'm in a hole

Been trying, but during the process, I've been dying

Fucking with me mentally, it's hard not to do shit physically

I gotta keep it discrete

Gotta keep it a secret because if I don't people are gonna know that I'm

Wasting time waiting for you

I'm tired but don't know what to do

I love you and I hate you, don't know what to feel