clay wings Lyrics

I contradict

Myself too much

For my own good

I'm made of lust

For love and loss

And when I lose myself I'll set the grass ablaze

I'll burn my face

July came through and I grew up in just a day

My wings are stuck inside the clay

And I could break out but I stay why must I stay?

Elevation with a friend

I keep losing all of them

August only just began

I already miss my hands

Rigor mortis fix my brain so I can level out my shoddy aim

I have a feeling you don't feel the same

So do I trust my gut or do I walk away

I move an inch

The cracks will spread

Hope they can't hear

Or else I'm dead

Stepped out of line a final time

My ego grows but now I'm right

Turn out the light

I run away

But I'm not scared I run to change

What will I share?

And now I'm shamelessly myself

I'm fucking drained

Am I unwell

Serotonin in the shell

I will dig myself through hell

May is oh-so far away

But tomorrow won't delay

Dashing through the cloudless sky until I'm out of breath

And my wings are lacking rest

I know I didn't give much hope but when we're tying the rope

I wanna hold ur hand and say

I had fun

We aren't done

Looking thru the trash so we can find one

For memory

My lovely

I won't let it go until my job's done