the beat of nothing Lyrics

My trust is fucked from getting fucked over again

Why's it so hard for me to buckle down

And let somebody in

I keep on getting close to letting go and floating in the wind

I get so caught up in the feeling

Then it brutally begins

I was an addict back when doing drugs could make you better friends

Now I'm an addict with nobody who will stick through till the end

I wish I had someone to cry to

When the crying starts again

Drowning in feelings in the mirror

Seems more likely fitting in

Elastic organs they will fill my stomach up

And I am plastic I am lead

And you wish that I was dead

But I can't collect the data 'cause my processor is busted

And my printer paper's jammed

Can I fix it with my hand and you say "no"

"You have to hang up all your clothes before you go to find a home"

"Or else mother, she will scold the both of us"

People stuck inside the cusp of losing everything we love

Should we risk it all for drugs or loosen up

We're growing up, we're growing up

And I can't handle holding cups

My attention span is rough

And you don't know

How much I miss being in love with someone

You can hear my heart 'a-bumping

Playing to the beat of nothing

My trust is fucked I think that I won't trust again

Until someone comes along

And starts to act just like a friend

I get excited when I think it's closing in, I'm closing in

But excitement starts to fade

And the lights begin to dim, begin to dim