Split Lyrics

I'm so tired that I can't sleep

As strange as that seems

We say it all the time

We sing it all the time

But I don't think we know what it means

It's when your brain is shutting down

Or when your life is turning out

Exactly how

You never thought it'd be

When you're ignoring all your friends

You're drowning in the shallow end

You're standing tall as you can without any conviction in it

'Cause you don't really wanna be here anymore

And I don't really wanna be here anymore

I don't really wanna be here anymore

I don't really wanna be here anymore

I am stronger and I'm smarter and I'm faster

And I'm harder when it counts

'Cause I am better now

I'm better

I'm not anxious, I'm composed

So when I'm breaking no one knows

Cause I'm the best - but even better now

Since I stopped blowing up their phones

And I only cry when I'm alone

I took that picture off my home screen

I do my breathing exercises

Count my senses back from five

And all my plants are somehow still green

I practice words of affirmation

Instead of drinking in my basement

I tell myself to repeat after myself repeating after me

But after this, can I go home like You promised

Please after this, can I go home like You promised