how I feel inside ft. Yung Kell Lyrics

I'm always changing up my mind

To change up how I feel inside

Impulsive cause I ride to die

Get high as fuck to feel alright

I don't think that I'll change

I know I'm stuck I know I'm never going to be okay

I'm addicted to all of this god damn pain

I can't make this go away

I don't think that I'll change

I know I'm stuck I know I'm never going to be okay

I'm addicted to all of this god damn pain

I can't make this go away

I'm not alright

I take my meds

Feel the side effects

I don't think that I would be here

Without all my friends

I still pay the price

I genuinely can't change my mind

I'm praying for the day they stand in line

I make these songs so I can save a life

I don't want to pay somebody just to talk to me

So I record another song to get it off of me

Apparently this is my therapy

My thoughts racing now and they're scaring me

I still want you to give me that look you used to

Before the weed and alcohol that I abused

They say don't let the past control you let it fuel you

Well I'm still somewhere stuck in limbo I can't choose

I might just go take my meds I might just go take

I might just go take my meds I might just go take

I might just go take my meds I might just go take

I might just go take my meds I might just go take

I'm always changing up my mind

To change up how I feel inside

Impulsive cause I ride to die

Get high as fuck to feel alright

I don't think that I'll change

I know I'm stuck I know I'm never going to be okay

I'm addicted to all of this god damn pain

I can't make this go away

I don't think that I'll change

I know I'm stuck I know I'm never going to be okay

I'm addicted to all of this god damn pain

I can't make this go away

I'm not alright

Shift my mind up with the seasons

Close myself up, there's no reason

To feel like this, but man I'm bleeding

Black from my heart, I don't believe in myself

I don't believe in myself

I don't take care of my health

Spending all of my wealth

Smoking on that top shelf

Drinking truly like hell

Staying crossed can't you tell

Faded under your spell

Miss you and our talks about

Nights where we always fell

In love again

I fucked up yeah I know I did

You always want to think about

Feelings but I'm too shut out

Always make myself left out

Self inflected, shout me out

That's all I ever think about

I'm always changing up my mind

To change up how I feel inside

Impulsive cause I ride to die

Get high as fuck to feel alright

I don't think that I'll change

I know I'm stuck I know I'm never going to be okay

I'm addicted to all of this god damn pain

I can't make this go away

I don't think that I'll change

I know I'm stuck I know I'm never going to be okay

I'm addicted to all of this god damn pain

I can't make this go away

I'm not alright