Antisocial Lyrics

Sorry that I'm antisocial

No one gets me

It's always been a hard struggle

They weren't fucking with me

Out of body experience; it's like I'm far away from home

I miss my grandma so much, it's been way too long

God, please forgive me

I've always been so empty

My brothers don't get me

Y'all just gotta accept me

I'm blessed with whatever God gave me

The world sometimes be a small place for me

It's like all I'm made for is to tell all the tea

Anxiety killing me, they don't ask me if I'm okay

Just gotta find the people you trust so you know what to say

Mama told me don't listen to them fuck niggas

Got my hand on my gun, might have to pull the trigger

If you leave, I don't blame you

I'm going through shit right now, I'm mentally unstable

Pops was a thug, that don't mean I ain't one

Nigga fucked up every time he tried to come and see his son

My family's all I have, I got no one

Been through some shit in my life that I didn't trust no one

Tried to fall in love again, but that shit wasn't working

I was cold through my suicidal phase, I was hurting

You got it my nigga, just hold on

If y'all hurting, I hope y'all can listen to this song

I was in the house playing 2K with the bros

Wishing and hoping I can make it out, I kept my eyes closed

I went through hell tryna get my mama healthy, fuck COVID

She has a heart disease because of that shit, fuck COVID

She fell on my arms, I felt like I was gonna die

Many days of me crying to myself, I got nowhere to hide

Hey everybody, what's it like in Greensboro?

Everybody I loved and had gave me the world

Now I found myself in a one man's home

Wish heaven had a phone

So I can listen to my grandma sing a song

I've been fresher than a motherfucker when I was in 5th grade

And I've been praying every day, I don't wanna keep being the same

Sorry that I'm antisocial

No one gets me

It's always been a hard struggle

They weren't fucking with me

Out of body experience; it's like I'm far away from home

I miss my grandma so much, it's been way too long

God, please forgive me

I've always been so empty

My brothers don't get me

Y'all just gotta accept me

I'm blessed with whatever God gave me

I been feeling like this for years

I've been going through a lot of changes in my life

Like, I didn't even wanna be around people or even my fam

I've been too stressed out and tired about what's going on for real

I'm just tryna be myself, but it's hard

I'm just sorry that I'm antisocial

Just hope y'all can accept me for who I am for real