Dear Mom ft. The Mr. Johnson & Half Past Strange Lyrics

If I ever disappointed you I'm sorry I didn't mean to be that dumb ass kid

I'm in a hurry all the time and I don't know why

Why not enjoy what's good

You gave me everything I wanted, I just want to tell you how I felt that day

It was a blur within itself and I blame myself, I hate to be this way

Why can't the sunshine hit ya eyes again, I hope your view from heaven is perfect and

You were my best friend and I miss ya, damn

Why's it gotta be like this

If it was simple I would do it

Trust me, I been going through it

Ups and downs and all arounds

And I been dealing with an overwhelming sadness

I wish it didn't happen

I added, subtracted, divided all the major factors

These multiples of wine got me feeling mighty fine

Second-guess myself, I'm indecisive in my mind

Question if you hate who I've become like all the time

I put a lot of pressure on myself and say it's fine

I wish we could go back and blast on passed hashtags and twitter

Just you and me walking on the beach, God I miss her

You truly took my heart and soul lord

Everything that we had built turned to nada nothing more

You gave me everything I wanted, I just want to tell you how I felt that day

It was a blur within itself and I blame myself, I hate to be this way

Why can't the sunshine hit ya eyes again, I hope your view from heaven is perfect and

You were my best friend and I miss ya, damn

Why's it gotta be like this

I was eighteen graduating high school

You were forty-five tryna live ya life full

It wasn't fair, I was scared

You weren't there

The sedatives and chemo, I just wanna disappear

The breathing tubes attached to you

I'm freaking out a little

Your reaching out your hand for me

God played me like a fiddle

Why can't life be simple like it's malcolm in the middle

Help me solve this puzzle it be tricky like a riddle

If life is just a silly game of chance then why we play

If you had the choice to walk away, would you stay

Leave this all behind, or let the angels guide your way

Your the perfect mother how did I lose you without say

There's no way

You gave me everything I wanted, I just want to tell you how I felt that day

It was a blur within itself a I blame myself, I hate to be this way

Why can't the sunshine hit ya eyes again, I hope your view from heaven is perfect and

You were my best friend and I miss ya, damn

Why's it gotta be like this