Life Doesn't Get Better, you do ft. SYEKO Lyrics

And, I've been down and out

While my thoughts on a roundabout, my head can't get out the clouds

The perky killed Bryce, I just found it out

And, I'm drivin' home feelin' like I'm drowning now

And, I'm backtrackin', tryna think where I went wrong

My parents just split up, and I ain't stayin' strong

And, Litto solved the drugs, he still too fucked up

I swear I'm feelin' powerless, I can't move on

Maybe that's just where I need to be

Acceptin' that there's things bigger than me

God I know you're somewhere, can you hear me callin'

I can't feel a thing, I keep on fallin'

Turn my life into a shit show

Voices in my head, I'm goin' schizo

I never listen when they tellin' me to quit, though

Kept it pushin' for Ray, Tammy, and big bro

Given the gift of desperation, couldn't trust myself

Remember thinkin' the only God I had was myself

Then he came to me in need, and shit, I read the message

Now all I can do is just accept the blessings

Had to take inventory and peer resentments

Had to realize they was unaffordable expenses

My balance sheet was fucked, so I turned it over

Along with the habits from when I wasn't sober

Life don't get better, you do

I learn how to deal with the unusual

No matter what happens, life is beautiful

It's all about your reaction to what you're going through

Then I had to clear my side of the street

Forgive the people that was lyin' to me

Payback all the people that I stole from then

And, made a livin' amends as a retiring thief

Now, I'm startin' to feel comfortable in my skin again

Made a promise, won't put no one through that shit again

Now, I'm makin' sure their strength is what I give to them

It don't get better until you start becoming a better man

Life don't get better, you do

I learn how to deal with the unusual

No matter what happens, life is beautiful

It's all about your reaction to what you're going through