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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2023

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Some days it's hard to be as grateful as I should be

Because, I got used to livin' life with no restrictions

Remember servin' fentanyl out my hoodie

And, now I told my doctor, "I don't need prescriptions"


Remember, I was simple minded

Now I got up, made this check, and I'm on different timing

I thank God too many commas is my biggest problem

Remember stressin' about the next meal, now my only focus is the next mill


My mom said, "Stop partying, you out way too much"

She like, "Pick yourself up, boy, you slouching too much"

And, I always blamed the music why I kept doing drugs

But, I just had to clear my head and put it down for two months


And, I always blamed my family because they doubted too much

But, really they just lookin' out for me, they proud of they son

Felt like everyone's against me, I'm like, "Damn, was I wrong?"

They just hate to see me blinded when them cameras is on


Gotta wake up from that simulation, realize how you feel

You don't gotta rob them people, you don't gotta make that drill

And, I know they tryna make you feel like that's what make you real

But, I promise, I been through it, and that's not gone make you heal


I just lost my big brother, to the motherfuckin' pills

And, soon I'll lose another, I can't tell you how that feels

But, I'll tell you every time I think about it, I get chills

I wish I could break the cycle, but it's been like this for years


Gotta distance from the people who refuse to take their blinders off

People who contribute to the problem that I'm tryna solve

They like "What got in you SYEKO?"

I told them that my mind evolved

Had to find a different life because that one had me dyin'


From the inside out, chasin' online clout

Tryna sound like I'm from Opium so kids want to listen

Just to feed them with some shit that have them sippin' and trippin'

That's the shit that fucked me up to begin with, I gotta live what I'm spittin'


Yeah, I gotta live what I'm spittin'

I gotta live what I'm spittin' and mean it

I gotta live what I'm spittin' and mean it


Broken was the man ridin' first class

Having all of that cash, but he hurting bad

He's selfish as a bitch, got it from his dad

But, he don't got a second chance, he can't learn from that

All them bridges burned down, he can't build them back

But, he got a Gucci wallet and Burberry bag

So, I guess that means he winnin'

So, I guess that means he winnin'

Pussy

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