So Far Gone ft. Nate Lyrics

Yo, some might feel this, some won't, look

I'm walking down this road, trying to find my home

Lost myself long ago, now I'm so far gone

Darkness clouds my mind, tries to take my life

Can't confide in no one, 'cause I feel so far gone

Swear I'm trippin on myself yet again

Walkin down a long road that been riddled with sin

Lost in bottles of gin and more addictions within

And every sunset I wonder if I'll see it again

It's like I'm destined to commit the sin of multiple felonies

I could have been gone but maybe the Lord is testing me

My tendency is reckless, G. A menace to society

So much pain within my brain but I never found the remedy

Rather be sedated heavily and on the recline

But these spirits and these xanies got me losin my mind

I still hustle and grind to get up out of this bind

But I see that all my scratch feeds these addictions inside

Stuck in the steady decline but I call it my zone

Nose steady itching while they cutting the coke

Lost in thought twisting 'dro like I been here before

I never even thought I was gone this far

I'm walking down this road, trying to find my home

Lost myself long ago, now I'm so far gone

Darkness clouds my mind, tries to take my life

Can't confide in no one, 'cause I feel so far gone

These habitual rituals come with mental residuals

Just a restoration of my sanity would take a miracle

Addiction leads to pain and situation critical

Soul feeling more flames than Shadrach, Meshach or Abednego

I still feel like I lost my soul along this road I'm walking

And realize it's been a while since me and God been talkin

I heard the devil knocking through them bottles I was poppin

Then start to realize that it was I who was the problem

God, we ain't been walking but I'm down on my knees

And everyone around me says I got a disease

I took twelve steps but relapsed cause that was all me

But this time I'm asking Father God deliver me

Take away my tendencies, me Hennessey and my pain

Only you can stop the rain and make me smile again

Dirty hands raised high, God, take me out the game

I been so far gone, save me, in Jesus name

I'm walking down this road, trying to find my home

Lost myself long ago, now I'm so far gone

Darkness clouds my mind, tries to take my life

Can't confide in no one, 'cause I feel so far gone

The fog is gone and God restored my soul

He also restored my mind but it's still a long road

This time I'm strong and sober though, I'm in the back, Christ in control

I'll take the love that God gave me and send it to those in the cold

The feeling is remarkable, blessed assurance

And staying prayed up prevents addiction resurgence

It gets vicious like serpents but that's just on the surface

Jesus ripped us out the gutter and gives value to the worthless

He can resurrect our purpose just like sight to the blind

And ain't no coincidence, it's intelligent design

He gave me the light and it's my job to let it shine

Especially to those struggling with addictions like mine

Ain't no need to rewind, I'm moving on on this road

The Lord can fix your brokenness and still restore your soul

Some things are hard to let go but not when God's in control

Homie, just remember, ain't nobody too far gone

I'm walking down this road, trying to find my home

Lost myself long ago, now I'm so far gone

Darkness clouds my mind, tries to take my life

Can't confide in no one, 'cause I feel so far gone

I know it's hard, but you're not alone