Not to mention Lyrics

Yeah, I say that I'm a survivor And I know I survived a lot of pain

But not to even mention all those fucking drugs I did

I didn't want them not to even mention

It was kinda like venom running through my veins

And I don't wanna go through that again

But I know you're acting like you tryna play this game

Like you tryna put my mental shape down to shame

But you ain't putting it inside of another flame

And I know I'm like a lighter when I'm thrown on the ground

I will blow up kinda like another Hiroshima bitch

You know you can't not see this shit

And I know you're getting sick of it

While you're acting like you're tryna

Become who I am

And you cannot be do that

And I just wish that you wouldn't come back to my fucking face

And say that shit again

I know how many times

That I have to realize

That no one's ever there for you when you're at your lowest

They're always there for you when you're at your highest

there just gonna be that certain of a people

That's gonna watch you rise

And I know what the prize is

And I just wanna help people

That way they can finally see

That you can become anything that you wanna be

And I know it's so cliche

It's said everyday

That you can become what you want but reality

That you don't wanna see

You fucking succeed

And look at fucking me

And I know that you're acting like you could take a rest

But here's the thing is

I'm not best

And I know I'm looking for better health

And I know I've been stuck in hell

But you cannot change the way you well

And you cannot change my destiny

And I know how it feels

Feels like Final Fantasy

Feels just like a dream

But I know I'm not

Cause I feel real finally