Fixing the past Lyrics

Yeah, I know that sometimes that this shit would not fit right inside of your mind

And I know that you keep it inside, of a winter snow, yes, I'm going vocal, going raw

Like man, I will give it my all If I don't even understand that I gotta become

taller within Like the way I hold it like an evil sin

Like an evil different breed Like I'm just a demon inside of a disguise

Like man, I remember all those times that I used to sit back, collapse

Like the way I end up over here, going to the top

Ain't nothing gonna make me drop, might fall down

Cause I'm gonna make it up and up to the point I come infinite

Like, yes, I know that I sent it off inside of a spaceship

But you know I show no remorse Because all you see is oblivion

Inside of a demon like you're just stuck in hell

Like you know you cannot wish pretty damn well

That you was not fucking here But you gotta sit there and listen

Like the way you used to fucking do And do the shit right like a gentleman

Dude, but you know you keep it crude

Cause you don't want anyone closer Like the way they end up over here

Betraying your trust but come the fucking ways you must

But it's not like that now You can trust the people that they trust you

But the way they hold you with some tissues

Like you can trust the people that you think That you can trust now

Because they seen you fall down Then they got you back up to where you need to be

Like a different type of me But you know I keep it inside my grief

Like man, yes, I've been grieving six years And it's not been facing my own fears

Cause I've been run away from the problems till this day

Like man, I don't wanna keep on running But you know I keep it from a different fun

Like man, I've been going at it Like a different cinematic

Like man, I've been feeling all damn tragic I've been feeling like I need some hope

Way to cope again Like I'm just boxing

And I'm just roxing, yeah