ALIVE Lyrics

I'm alive I'm alive but there's barely a sign

I got a 9 to my mind with a ledge on my right

I'm tryna fly

Let me fly

Let me fly

Let me fly

Just let me fly

I'm alive I'm alive but there's barely a sign

I got a 9 to my mind with a ledge on my right

I'm tryna fly

Let me fly

Let me fly

Let me fly

Just let me fly

I get high

Just to drown out the thoughts of suicide

Close my eyes and escape from my life

I just need to get away

I'm so damn sick of everything

Tired

Tried

But I think there's no point anymore

Time

Lies

Everything ain't fine why pretend I'm ok?

God I need somethin to smoke

Sick to my stomach I'm feelin my throat close

Livin on nothin but hope

But I got so little left think I'm due for the rose

Lay me out up on a death bed

Put me down I think your dead set

Feel like I'm outta my depth yet

I keep on swimmin in debt yes

I got some problems a couple are killin me

I see the dollars turn people to villainy

But I still want em I need me a million

Fuck all emotion man I'm sick of feelin it

God I just wanna be numb

God I just wanna be numb

I'm alive I'm alive but there's barely a sign

I got a 9 to my mind with a ledge on my right

I'm tryna fly

Let me fly

Let me fly

Let me fly

Just let me fly

I'm alive I'm alive but there's barely a sign

I got a 9 to my mind with a ledge on my right

I'm tryna fly

Let me fly

Let me fly

Let me fly

Just let me fly

I'm alive I'm alive but there's barely a sign

I got a 9 to my mind with a ledge on my right

I'm tryna fly

Let me fly

Let me fly

Let me fly

Just let me fly

Maybe I'm a little bit fucked up

Life kinda sucks and I need to get my luck up

Maybe I should really get locked up

Used to gettin tossed in a locker not that far off

Far from insanity but I'm still closer than I ever wanted to be

It's fuckin obscene

How much I fuck up the scene

I'm off the script it would seem

Smokin that medical only thing keepin me sane

Already arranged for death

Lie when I need to attest

Ask if I'm fine I say I'm at my best

Well fuck it I guess

Even my highs are as low as it gets

So what's the difference haven't felt bliss

Since you were with me but now that you're gone I'm just stuck in my head

I'm alive I'm alive but there's barely a sign

I got a 9 to my mind with a ledge on my right

I'm tryna fly

Let me fly

Let me fly

Let me fly

Just let me fly

I'm alive I'm alive but there's barely a sign

I got a 9 to my mind with a ledge on my right

I'm tryna fly

Let me fly

Let me fly

Let me fly

Just let me fly