FORGIVENESS Lyrics

Lately I think that I've given up on the idea of forgiveness

No one is worth it

Trust is a rarity nowadays nobody truly deserves

It's really just worthless

Trying to care in the first place

Wanna go back in the worst way

I think the old me was better like before I let her in

I feel the pain as it settles in

I'll find my peace while I fall to my death

Finally sleep when the streets painted red

Fighting the beast that I see in myself but

Maybe that shit is just all in my head

Why am I fearing a problem that I have created

Dug my own grave now I'll face it

May as well go dive my face in

Tasteless

Wick of the people I let in my life

Seeming like everyone's wastin my time

Fuck it I guess I got no time to waste

When I'm a victim of my own distaste

Feel like I'm taking myself down a notch or two

Foolishly thought that you

Never woulda given up on us

Lately I think that I been given up on the

Lately I think that I've given up on the idea of forgiveness

No one is worth it

Trust is a rarity nowadays nobody truly deserves

It's really just worthless

Trying to care in the first place

Wanna go back in the worst way

I think the old me was better like before I let her in

I feel the pain as it settles in

Lately I think that I've given up on the idea of forgiveness

No one is worth it

Trust is a rarity nowadays nobody truly deserves

It's really just worthless

Trying to care in the first place

Wanna go back in the worst way

I think the old me was better like before I let her in

I feel the pain as it settles in

Hold my life up by what seems like a safety pin

My mind is cluttered no room in a vacant mess

I'm tryna process the pain from my latest endeavor in love

Feel like the air in my chest has been leaving me

Losing my breath I'm astonished by clarity

That I can see in the hindsight

Don't wanna be in the limelight

Take me awake while I'm goin up

Will I regret even showin up

I can appreciate showin love

But some of you really just doin too much

I don't want no fuckin funeral

Fake mother fuckers are plentiful

when they got time to pretend they care when they never will

Lucifer leaning upon my shoulder whispering

Just take the leap

Looking down one thousand feet

All that I see is the asphalt beneath