NICOTINE Lyrics

Numb myself with nicotine and liquor once again

I'm sick of all these motherfuckers that pretend to be my friend

I'm at the end of my rope

Bouta choke

Gasp for air and reach for hope

I know the surface seems so thin until you fall in

Hoping I don't wake up

Just my luck

Failure in my life I see death is no difference

I'm gonna pop another bottle and light me up J

Smoke away all of my problems today

Love's like a flame in the rain and I'm worried we're just in a drought

Filled up with doubt and I'm dealing with pain while I'm feeling deranged cus I'm spending like all of my pay

Pay pay pay

Paycheck to paycheck

I lived that way since a baby

I been subjected to addictions that are socially accepted

Chain smoke in a truck with the fuckin windows up

Thirty rack every week

Claim that you can quit we'll see

I don't wanna front like I don't understand

It's a damn shame

Everybody don't got a plan

So I cant blame

Every single problem that I face on my family

But I know I got a few

Thinkin that I gotta do

Everything that I can to be different

Distance my self as a defense I'm sick of this

Cycle I'm livin in no forward vision and too many problems to count

So I

Numb myself with nicotine and liquor once again

I'm sick of all these motherfuckers that pretend to be my friend

I'm at the end of my rope

Bouta choke

Gasp for air and reach for hope

I know the surface seems so thin until you fall in

Hoping I don't wake up

Just my luck

Failure in my life I see death is no difference

I'm gonna pop another bottle and light me up J

Smoke away all of my problems today

Love's like a flame in the rain and I'm worried we're just in a drought

Filled up with doubt and I'm dealing with pain while I'm feeling deranged cus I'm spending like all of my pay