living a lie Lyrics

Welcome home

It's been a long year

Glad to see you

Pull up a chair

Tell me about your mother

Your sister

Your brothers

About your flaws

About your fears

Are they the same

Or did you switch gears

Who did you touch

Who did you love

Is it still me

Am I enough

What do you want

Am I too much

Could this be love

Am I undone

Maybe I'm crazy

Maybe I'm blind

But the sound of sirens puts me to sleep at night

I still feel your body

I still see your smile

I still hear your heartbeat through all the miles

I long for your mind

I lust for your soul

But I'm too dirty

Brittle and old

So I'll sit here waiting for the right time

Even if it means living a lie

Living a lie

How've you been

Are you well

Are you burning

Cause I've been in hell

Have you heard me yearning

Cursing at whatever God appears

I've been better

But you look good I hear

Who did you touch

Who did you love

Is it still me

Am I enough

What do you want

Am I too much

Could this be love

Am I undone

Maybe I'm crazy

Maybe I'm blind

But the sound of sirens puts me to sleep at night

I still feel your body

I still see your smile

I still hear your heartbeat through all the miles

I long for your mind

I lust for your soul

But I'm too dirty

Brittle and old

So I'll sit here waiting for the right time

Even if it means living a lie

Living a lie

Living a lie