Not Tonight Lyrics

I've been lost quite some time

Just drifting through the dark parts of my mind

Waiting for that line to ring

Waiting for someone to bring me some sunshine

I've read all of the books

Memorized all the mantras

But still I won't budge

Trying to practice what I preach

But it's still so hard to reach

I've lost my sense of wonder

Driving up the mountains down to the coast

Trying to find what means the most to me

I can hardly see

Could be the fog or the tears in my eyes

Blinding my perception 'til the Wells run dry

What does anything mean?

I'm just trying to find some goddamn peace of mind

Is that too much to ask

I'm looking low

I'm looking high

Throwing my hands up to the sky

Maybe tomorrow

But not tonight

Got a call from and old friend

Asked how ya doing

Where ya been?

I said man I'm doing just fine

Travelling 'round on the line

But to tell the truth that's all a lie

I'm really wandering all alone

Walking down a lonely road

Call it a dark night of the soul

Hearing voices in my head

Say keep your head down play pretend

Nothing left for me to lose

Driving up the mountains down to the coast

Trying to find what means the most to me

I can hardly see

Could be the fog or the tears in my eyes

Blinding my perception 'til the Wells run dry

What does anything mean

I'm just trying to find some goddamn peace of mind

Is that too much to ask?

I'm looking low

I'm looking high

Throwing my hands up to the sky

Maybe tomorrow

But not tonight

I'm just trying to find some goddamn peace of mind

Is that too much to ask

I'm looking low

I'm looking high

Throwing my hands up to the sky

Maybe tomorrow

But not tonight