My Filtered Mind Lyrics

I said empty your mind

Be formless, shapeless, like water

It's not an easy skill to learn

I've been practicing it for many years

My filtered mind is like a flower with no water

My foot is off the pedal though, I am falling with no spotter

I'm falling further faster now, the earth's my gravity

I want to turn back upside down, and explore the galaxy

No tangled web of lies to land, or internet to catch me

A phone to text, all caps, no calls, just a sad emoji

My written words wrote down erased, to shield my spotless mind

My wilted darkness drowns and dies, from my eternal sunshine

Awake anew, the day I grew

Up and was never seen

You have heard the last few words

That I'll ever sing

The hills I climb to find the time, to watch it wash away

My words like birds, too close to herds, watch them fly away

My hopes and dreams, too slow it seems

While I sing so low it rings, your ears

My voice shakes fear

Like the baseline does your back mirror

Now I feel low

Now I feel low

Now I feel low

Now I feel low

I spend so much time in my mind though

It feels like nirvana, oh, Nevermind though

My thoughts are bouncing up off the ground yo

They are spinning all around the world like a yoyo

I'm a boy in a bubble shot in outer space

Can't see me through the hubble, I'm past the milky way

I'm a natural disaster lost in the rubble

Lungs filled with ash, trapped, face down and smashed

I open my eyes, but I can't see

Is this my real friend in front of me?

Loneliness makes a bitter me

But your openness makes a better me

If I lost my mind would you find it?

If I lost the time would you be so kind and rewind it?

So I can spend another minute by your side

All while the second hand choking from the backside

Then poof, gone, disappear

Fear reappear, oh dear

Staring at myself, back through a broken mirror

Crumbled concrete at my feet

Like I really broke free

From a childhood that's still

Hanging from a broken tree

Now I feel low

Now I feel low

Now I feel high

Now I feel higher

Look at me now, hanging up flyers

Look at me now, you see a trier

I'm underground cellar to buyer

Look in my eyes, I'm always tired

Look at the ground, my feet firmly planted

Look in the sky, my feet on the planet

See a little prince, cut, pruning his plant

Living a black and white life, coloring 'cant'

The hills I climb to find the time, to watch it wash away

Words like birds, too close to herds, watch them fly away

The fears I find to stop the line of action to take today

Take a deep breath to rest to throw it all away

The pills I palm to find the calm, memories fade away

Line them up drink the cup of coffee stay awake

The hills I climb to find the time, to watch it wash away

My words like birds, too close to herds, watch them fly away

The fears I find to stop the line of action to take today

Take a deep breath to rest to throw it all away

The fears I find to stop the line of action to take today

Take a deep breath to rest to throw it all away

Now I feel high

Now I feel high

Now I feel high

Now I feel higher