Faded Lyrics

I'd go to parties and clubs

When I was young, I would drink

Vodka and rum

Until mind was numb

I wasn't stupid I just acted dumb

A night in the darkness, forget where I'm from

Dancing around pretend to have fun

Wherever I was going I would run

In a circle around the world

Trip, fumble, crawl, X on my wrist, oh fuck it I'm done with this fucking bullshit

Okay I will stop pretending

I'm not having fun

"What are you saying to me girl

I mean, what the fuck did you say

I can't hear you speak up

I don't know what the fuck you're saying

No I'm not playing, and I don't mean to be rude

I just want to go home, and no not with you"

I'd go to parties and clubs

When I was young, I would drink

Vodka and rum

Until mind was numb

I wasn't stupid, I just acted dumb

A night in the darkness, forget where I'm from

Dancing around pretend to have fun

Wherever I was going I would run

In a circle around the city

Trip, fumble, crawl, X on my wrist, oh fuck it I'm done with this shitty shit shit

Okay I will stop pretending

I'm not having fun

You know when you're low like you feel like a ghost

You walk all around, but nobody knows

Nobody cares, I'm screaming, " Down here"

They're too busy putting their arms in the air

But who the fuck am I to judge or say

I'm just looking for love in the wrong place

I want them to validate

I want them to salivate

I want them to want me before I push them away

I want them to see me

In the light that I show

I want them to give me a number I know

I'm not gonna call

A love that is lost

But not on my end

Like a text I won't send

I'd go to parties and clubs

When I was young, I would drink

Vodka and rum

Until mind was numb

I wasn't stupid I just acted dumb

A night in the darkness, forget where I'm from

Dancing around pretend to have fun

Wherever I was going I'd run

In a circle around the club

Trip, fumble, crawl, X on my wrist, oh fuck it I'm done with this fucking dumb shit

Okay I will stop pretending

I'm not having fun

"What did you say to me girl?

I just saw you last week

What... you fell in love with me?

Cuz you kissed me on the cheek?"

Damn I'm feeling this drink

And to think the night is over in a blink

"And I'm sorry but I don't mean to be rude

I don't like your attitude

I just want to go home

I just want to be alone

No lies, just truth

I am leaving now for real

And no not with you"

I'd go to parties and clubs

When I was young, I would drink

Vodka and rum

Until mind was numb

I wasn't stupid, I just acted dumb

A night in the darkness, forget where I'm from

Dancing around pretend to have fun

Wherever I was going I'd run

In a circle around my mind

Trip, fumble, crawl, X on my wrist, oh fuck it I'm done with this shit for real this time

Man I'm fucking done with this shit

I'm done with the hangovers

I'm done with fucking game

I'm outta here

When the lights off, it's all a fucking façade anyways

I'm going home

I'm done with this shit