No Love Lyrics

Man these women don't love me

They want me to be everything I'm not

I'm just living my life

The best feeling I ever got

Was spitting fire to a mic at 2 o clock, now I unlock

These memories that's hurting, cause it's all I got to talk about

They wasn't with me when suicide was thought about

I thought that basketball would be my way but this another route

I'm dealing with changes, with old friends creating new doubts

I put my heart into these beats but they don't hear me though

I know it's crazy I ain't ever in the studio

Flow all this fire from my room

Know that ima blow up soon

How I'm passing up on dimes feel like Rubio

I just ain't got the time for you to enter my mind

I'm too focused on this mission, trying to stay on my grind

Trying to stack up all this chicken, buy a crib for my mom

My people know that ima blow, they call my flow Vietnam

Really living what I write, that's how I know they can relate

They say my flow be like a drug, safe to say I'm pushing weight

Know I got it, I ain't tripping, told my mama that we straight

I treat the booth like it's the kitchen, cooking up, I serve a plate

Yeah, I know she know the drill, so we ain't going on a date

When she dome me, I say well done, I treat her like a steak

They like Coach E when you dropping?

I say sorry for the wait

I'm internalizing thoughts before I put em on a tape

Still be writing from my room sometimes I wish I could escape

I know that can't nobody save me, I'm the one that's wearing the cape

She just fishing for attention, using filters as the bait

Tell em beauty on the inside, it's in your mental state

Messed me up, you hurt me bad, now when I'm finished gotta skate

We speaking two different languages, can't nobody translate

You convinced I did you wrong, listening to what your friends say

Carry hurt right on my back, I can't even stand straight

Feel this music in my soul, it be calling me to it

Always said I'd be a hooper, never thought it'd be music

For many days and many nights, I swear I thought I would lose it

Yeah I knew that I was great, but I was failing to prove it

I put my faith and all my trust into some people they blew it

If we was brothers, tell me why we never move as a unit

Know I always been solid, and you can't ever dispute it

Cause any time I made a plan, you was always included

Know that life bigger than now, I just gotta get through it

I thought that was hooping was my purpose, it turned out to be music

So many nights that I would struggle, really thought I would lose it

Every cubic centimeter of my spirit was Rubik

Til I started rapping, think that's what they call therapeutic

You broke my heart, and ever since I ain't been talking to Cupid

I speak my truth into these beats, cause to my people I'm muted

You can find me in my room, I'm meditating secluded

Sometimes it hard to be social, just know my pain deeply rooted

When I was growing up, they loved me all the love was exuded

But when they taught me bout struggles, mental health was excluded

If I ain't know about the issue how I'm supposed to improve it

Then meditation saved my life, it taught me how to defuse it

I'm steady fighting for my life, somehow it kept me from losing

Showed me worth in all my dreams so I just gotta pursue it

Showed me worth in having life, it changed the way that I view it