Tell me this is not forever Lyrics

Top of the tower

I know that I'm special, but I wanna jump

But I know my daddy would cry out if I went to be with my mom, so I gotta button up

I gotta run this up

This feeling is similar

Maybe I'll go back and hit the drugs to clear my mind

But I know that it's temporary

Too fucked up to walk straight

Don't take that as a sign to catch me

I don't wanna be the one you're giving head space

Everybody said a little colder is what I'll be when I get older

That's fine, 'cause I'ma do my time the way I like

And I don't need nobody telling me why I'm lost in a bad lie

Caught up in the wrong side of things

If I don't wanna be here, why you tryna make me (huh) live a life that I've spent too much time falling apart

My seams are open wide

Can't you sew me back together

God, tell me this is not forever

'Cause I'ma do my time the way I like

And I don't need nobody telling me why I'm lost in a bad lie

Caught up in the wrong side of things (bad lie, caught up in the wrong side)