bad me Lyrics

I need time, I need some two cents

All of these feeling are dangerous

I really should forget what my name is

So I can rebuild my patience with this shit

I'm tired of being a misfit

You're speaking a language I recognize

But I'm hearing your words twist, I'm out of it

My brain shattered my demeanor

It's nearing time for a clean up

You don't wanna be stuck in my mind

'Cause half the time, what I say, I don't mean it

The other half, I feel like putting a bullet through eyes I see with

That's putting it lightly, that's a good line, it's about time, shit

About time, good line, yeah, yeah

It's about time I acknowledge it, and growing up I wasn't proud of it

I was the kid whose life's a mess

Have you no sense, I'm senseless, and I know it

And I've got all these scars to show it

People who hatin' like they know me, know I got ruthless homies

Some say I shouldn't air my shit in music

But, that's the only way I keep from abusing myself

Back then, I was losing myself

Back when I was drowning in shelved liquor

Numbing my pain, using my fingers, pulling the trigger

Yeah, drain cap up

Water go down, then I lap up

Already filling the sack up

You know I'm mad tucked, yeah

I won't be showing my ass up

All of them fixing to back up when I make it

'Cause sad me doesn't hold nothing to bad me

Some of you, I see in passing

When I get up, you'll be crashing

Like the waves, yeah

And, I'll be waving