The Year In Pictures Lyrics

How'd you take a chapter of your life and sell it to the people

I keep open open wounds and then scar them with a pencil

Turned my pain to paint and I ain't even need a stencil

Already on the pavement but the devils sentimental

Already dead inside I've been working more than sleeping

My last valentine but the story keeps repeating

Vodka will subside all my memories depleting

Now I'm on mic and some alcohol is needed

But I guess we're like my dad cause our brains were never fixable

So toxic, Jack inside my system, all I do is think of you

Although you never left, I had my mind right and I thought it through

Just like that verse in Valentine, sometimes I hope it tortures you

Maybe I should let it go

The crash still has me messed up and my minds been working over load

Was it just your soul in tension that you wanted to be alone

Or could you not escape my demons and the drunken studio

This the year in pictures

EP 2 the photo album

This the year in pictures

EP 2 I'm going sober

From bottles in the club to getting mashed up on the phone

Day drinking in the studio complacently alone

I get furlough for my thoughts, STINE had me taking loans

Understood like hieroglyphs so the pens Rosetta Stone

Bottles in the booth act like the Terracotta Army

Filled with ash like pyroclastics but the flows been a tsunami

Like Japan and Monserrat had just collided in some natural kamikaze

Wait I think I need a second

No I don't, on second thought, I'll do this till my lungs give out

Script it like a martyr, I'm not dying but I'll give my life for this

Even when it's harder cause I'm sober and I have myself to doubt

From the cuts that scar my fist and no money in my bank account

Over drinking, over thinking, my thoughts are on the speaker now

Wait, I'm sober, demons fill the pitcher so I frame them, like

Those autographs from Linkin Park, i keep up on my wall

I told you I'd go sober but I've been drunk throughout it all

This the year in pictures

EP 2 the photo album

This the year in pictures

EP 2 I'm going sober

You write about your ex but it's a cycle we'll continue

You don't know it yet but I'm the demon that's within you

If pen is mightier than sword then I've been your Excalibur

Not equal round this table, every legend has a challenger

This the year in pictures

EP 2 the photo album

This the year in pictures

EP 2 I'm going sober