Kerosene Perfume ft. Megan Elizabeth Lyrics

Go and spend my love again

Tell me that you love me then

Tell me that it's me you really need

We both just said I love you but the difference is I didn't lie

You went straight for my heart, should've known that you don't have a spine

We went from talking all the time, at three am and I'm not tired

To drinking every night and pretending that I'm fine

From saying that you care to blocking me on everything

From always being there to telling me you want to leave

From saying that I'm something to saying that I'm nothing

My heart is not a tattoo that gets inked upon your sleeve

I wasn't me for months and no one gave a shit

I guess that's manipulation when you know you're jumping ship

I'm working on my music and you tell them that you're healing

Emotions start to flip when you give that feeling meaning

I know that we're not friends but I know that were not enemies

Just a couple of strangers that share some fucking memories

I'm tryna find my future but I don't know what's ahead of me

I guess ill find this pain when I look back at my legacy

Go and spend my love again

Tell me that you love me then

Tell me that it's me you really need

Go and spend my love again

Tell me that you love me then

Tell me that it's me you really need

I just released my music and I saw you didn't call

I know that shits my fault cause I put you through it all

I never realized what my anger did to both of us

I know that id be lying if I said I'm one to trust

Don't you pin it all on me like a cork board in your room

The words you said were kerosene you used as your perfume

I held the lighter to my face I'm breathing in the fumes

The next time that they see us we'll be laying in our tombs

That's the fucking issue were not lovers but can't stay away

My heart is not a toy you get to pick up and just play

With all of my emotions and go put them on display

To all your fucking followers and tell them I'm okay

You know I'm only here cause you couldn't stop me writing

A thousand miles between us but that still won't stop me driving

This toxic fucking love I don't know why I'm still trying

How can you call it love when you're crying more than smiling, like

Blame it on the drinks again

Say that you fucked up and then

Tell me that its me you really need

Blame it on the drinks again

Say that you fucked up and then

Tell me that it's me you really need