Not Enough Lyrics

We sank into each other, longingly

A kindred spirit, I know he felt it too

His distant declarations serenaded me

And of course I believed, 'cause what else would you do?

But in flesh, cold to the touch.

So I drove myself crazy looking for a sign

Picking through his old words before the sentiment rots

He said he'd call when it's the right time

While my sleeves twisted into vicious knots

And I looked straight into his coward's stare

He changed tack, said he couldn't touch back

Buzzing in his head or something like that

I said "we all have skeletons, trust me I should know,

We can shut the door long enough to let the ivy grow"

long enough to let the ivy grow

long enough to let the ivy grow

long enough to let the ivy grow

long enough to let the ivy grow

His indifference shook me to my core

But left the part that I still adore

I wish he was stronger than letting me go

But mostly I wish my hunger wouldn't starve me so

But I will learn how to fast again, and sustain myself

And I know this trope is as old as can be

Blinded by love but kinda starting to see

And I wish I could pen it poetically

But my clumsy heart, god it just wants to scream

"you are not enough for me"

"you are not enough for me"

"you are not enough for me"

"you are not enough for me"

And I'll hold myself to sleep

Since you won't fucking do so

And I'll start to pull away

Save this grief for another day.