Apology Lyrics

If you're listening

Please take this song as an apology

Here's my heart, it's in my hands

I don't know where else it should be

Yes there's a lot of blood and veins

But you can see it beat beat beat and twitch

I wish the language of my mouth and my body

Wouldn't betray me when

There's another setback, lost track

And I think I'll never speak again

How can these tiny incidentals destroy a mind so easily?

I feel them whisper "you don't belong here"

Don't they think that I already know?

A lot of time and unseen terror

To take the steps I take

A tidal wave of thoughts

Behind every tiny movement I make

Dip your toes into my still waters

I swear, I swear, I swear they run deep

I feel them whisper "you don't belong here"

Don't they think that I already know?

But I want to do great things

And take to the sky

I swear, even if it kills me

I can't let it all pass me by

I'm tired of waiting for my fear to bleed out of me

I guess this awkward form is the way I'm supposed to be

But maybe one day, maybe one day

One day I could be something more