Heavy Heart Lyrics

Did it make you feel you better when you did me wrong?

That shit was hurting me to know that we ain't get along

Whole time you had it planned, I was just a pawn

Know I said I wouldn't but you in another song

I know I made some bad mistakes but we had reconciled

Was still unhappy but I loved you so I stayed around

I know that misery loves company, you stayed a while

Not in periphery, yo vision got a tunnel now

But I ain't tripping cause my vision on the same path

I learned my lesson, just like you we in the same class

How we put two and two together, this the same math

You said you loved me but you left me, can't explain that

I'm hardly rapping, I'm just venting while I'm stating facts

Our call of duty was to love each other strings attached

But you cut em, it was terminal, my favorite map

Left me to die, can't fight the feeling that I'm all alone

My granny calling me concerned I tell her nothing wrong

She fighting cancer, couldn't tell her, cause she being strong

Gun to my head, like pull the trigger, I ain't coming home

My thoughts get tangled with depression, think I need a comb

It's gotta be another way, let me pick up my phone

I unlock it and type Drake beat in my Google chrome

Who knew that I would speak my thoughts into a microphone

I started rapping for my health, I felt depression in bones

I was sad, I was low

I was practically prone

Now I'm Jazzy, I see more dimes than Karl Malone

I feel like Stockton cause you taught me how me to pass up everything that you sold

Still can't forgive you for the lies and everything that you told

Thought you was my other half, but look at how it unfold

I'm still imprisoned by some trauma, but I swear I won't fold

Served my sentence but I'm healing, guess I'm out on parole

Now I can't a trust a bitch, I'm only seeing what her mind like

Told her that my heart cold, baby this a Klondike

Even though my scars old, gotta get my mind right

I'm gone see you down the road, maybe when the time right

But I know that it's never cause I can't mess with you ever

I'm reminiscing on times when I ain't know better

You bitches had me out here writing love letters

Had me staying in the crib, like I was on tether

I had to cut you rats off, they calling me the new shredder

Now even if it's hot outside, I bet I won't sweat her

She hear me rapping now, she text me like you think you so clever

Ain't no jokes in my rhymes, bitch I ain't Heath Ledger

I can't forget them dark nights

Can't fold under pressure

I owe it to myself and all my fam, so watch this fire ignite

Flow a piece of history, every time that I write

Now they rapping all my songs, I can hear em recite

How they keep going back to one feel like Brian McKnight

Flow is undeniable, feel like Brian McKnight

Coach E really bout to bubble, got em calling me Sprite

I spit these bars like they bullets, I got the world in my hands

Just from how quick I reload, that's how you know that it's slight

Now I can't a trust a bitch, I'm only seeing what her mind like

Told her that my heart cold, baby this a Klondike

Even though my scars old, gotta get my mind right

I'm gone see you down the road, maybe when the time right

But I know that it's never cause I can't mess with you ever